What a gut-wrenching depression lately. I haven't heard from so many friends for a long time. Or what feels like a long time. When my mind gets like this, I know it can't be trusted. The world sucks, but not as badly as I think it does when ensconced in this sickening sadness. And these voices in my head, saying nasty things about my loneliness and worthlessness. How boring.Charlie, if you're out there, I love you, man. That's all I'm going to write for now. I'm going to go take a few lorazepam and try to think less melancholy thoughts.
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