Tuesday, August 11, 2009

Victory Garden

Tonight I'm considering taking a week or two to mentally convalesce in the psychiatric ward. Generally I've been well, but a silly, personal rivalry has developed between L's family and myself. Some of them anyway. It's hard to explain, but in moments like this there is a lot of self-blame, and after some time it can be withering.

I'm am so tired of this disease. But I'm fighting it. In my free time I do a great deal of reading, and playing with the puppy. A little victory there.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

How do you fight it?
It is bad genetics exacerabated by by choices exacerbated by inherent laziness.
Nothing to do but savor the sensation as it slowly takes you.