I've become aware of a sad fact recently. That my blog is mediocre at best, and usually just poorly written drivel. I know that now, and will endeavor to stop wasting the time of people who check this site. I have the sense that my life is winding down, although it may take months or years to actually end.
No more pretended friendships, I know now (finally) that I'm being laughed at behind my back. I'm considering ECT, or at least a hospitalization, but I don't know. I'm tired of causing misery.
My name is Darren W. Lyle.